Bite My Tongue

Thank you all, and I’m sorry I scared you *tight hugs*

yesterday I tried to slit my wrist and drink bleach, if it wasn’t for stigsjourny, making an international call from france to scotland, and spending 16 hours on webcam to me, staying up all night to watch over me, to make sure I’d be ok, I don’t think I would have made it
my arm has stopped bleeding, and stig convinced me to put down the bleech

thank you everyone who sent me a message, I’m going to make a new tumblr, I don’t want “him” being able to find me again, although I’m sure he will somehow. anyone who wants to follow me on that tumblr, send me a private message, off anon, and I’ll give you the URL *tight hugs*

thank you everyone, I’m still alive I promise *tight hugs*

ok…

so i’ve sent the email I said that I would only send in the end of it all.

I found your tumblr, and your twitter re-opened, well, you can guess what kinda state I’m in

so, the emails sent

the blades already in my wrist, by the time you’ve read this I’ll have been gone

I know I’m just a bad memory now, but remember that you were always something more to me, that you always mattered, even though I never showed it 

to everyone who’ll miss me, don’t.